Confession about 2021 difficulties and Small BLOG UPDATE

 My diary notes at end of December 2021:

About my work as developer of this year; while I focus I must admit the workflow was very slow and a lot of creative skills took more time than usual, it is hard to get inspired when so many bad things happened around. Even when I took vocational periods to overcome depression and "burnout" there was just another unexpected event dragging me down each time, I just couldn’t have enough rest; in middle august I barely could sleep…  But now I can see more light in the darkness, man I just want to rest... Must admit that, seeing people that pass through worst stuff and keep going really put some things into perspective…

My motivation is very low… ye, the projections indicate that I am not going to make it if continue being in this stoic form: year after year, project after project, I just keep failing in the profit sense. Just can’t make it happen and I am kinda getting along with that too, I guess… my game dev equipment (the keyboard Instrument, the main laptop, the testing laptop, etc...), are starting to fail and there is no way to repair or replace them, once they are gone it is gg...

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I am writing this as a cathartic exercise; if ya felt bad or similar, that is not my intent, cheer up! (In case there is someone actually reading besides a bot - nice haircut by the way). Until now i had always found a workaround to keep pushing the art of making games... So, Lets keep on rolling.

See ya around and thanks for reading this message in a bottle =).

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Blog Update:

I am working on the game, don't have extra time for even twitter.... 

I had been working on a minigame interface for the new IP and instead of taking me 1 week as was planned, it ended up dragging me for a month. At least it is done now and the game dev continues.

The project is on schedule so far. Have a good middle Weekend.